Great...im back to the wgt i was before i went to KL. haha..happi! more weights to lose though. Was feeling very sleepy jus now..in the morning. Alright, yesterday night was my tiring night, i dunno y. And within the years whn i was wth Ayang, i had not asleep when both of us talk on de phone. Yup...and it actualli happen yesterday. Pity him..i tink he talk very
thn on my line was very quiet. I actualli
and i quickly call him back. I tink he was a bit pissed bt..i dunno y..yesterday was so tired. hehe..Sori..AYang.
Been applying jobs...all types of jobs..even a clinic assistant. waiting n keep waiting. Some of the staffs are kinda rude though...those whom i called frm de paper...Thy hang up de phone before i cld ask thm more. Haiz..terrible. Few more days for sch to reopen..cant wait bt ad de same time, im kinda nervous.
Hope my fren, K, wont need to go back HongKong foreva. To be wth his gf there if he arent able to find anyone here. Haiz...bth Y and K had de same problems of their partner dumping them for some rich and pretty partner. K...too soft hearted..ya..dats his nature and ppl take advantage of him. Hopefully both of them will find someone
...and de same reason so dat K will stay in Singapore.....
*Polymates outing*
Met up wth Ayang first under the blok before meeting my polymates at City Hall. Ayang sent me to Tamp mrt and that was where we parted. First time, i was early than Yanling..hehe. Met up Ka lok first..He commented dat i look
"old"...NOT old..its matured..haha. Like duh..3 yrs not meeting each othr. Kalok still look de same...Yanling..
more slimer..her secret: run at least twice a wk..i shd do dat since ya..her body realli is slimer..hehe..Good job there. Kalok working as an Environmental Health Officer..haiz..i wanted dat job!...too bad...thy dun reply to my applicatn last time..hehe. not my luck..
*The 3 Polymates*
Went over to Suntec Pizza Hut..(by the time we walked to Suntec, i jus realised we shd have gone to Marina one..bt..jus stick to Suntec). Kalok treated us.. Pizza..garlic bread..drumlets..alright..he treated all de meals. hehe..
THANKS Kalok. I tink im de Pizza Hut face..since poly till now, he alwys treat Pizza hut. (
Better than some dim sum restaurant..u wanted to bring me to..haha)

*Pizza Hut Lunch*Walked around..dunno wat to do. Planned to bowl bt..too many ppl. Planned to watch movie but no good stories to watch..so..ended up...walked again. Walked till my leg ached..haha.
Got lost finding our way to Coffee Club till the security guard..asked us where we were going (we were practically staring at the map..hehe). Pointed to us..and yup..there it was. This time, it was Yanling's turn treating us. I was tinking of either ordering ice mocha or mango tango..ended up..wth the Mango tango (ice blended -- though the ice wasnt being blended dat well). Was feeling very full..talked..catch up wth one anthr.

*Coffee Club*Thn, we headed to GIANT...bought some snacks for my mom..Then we headed off. Kalok was in a hurry but we oni managed to follow his pace for a while till we told him to go off first..hehe. Sori Kalok...u r too fast. hehe..Continue some window shopping wth Yanling and chit chat before she sees me off the train.
Thanks guys for the treats..hehe..and hope to c u all again.
♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥
*I wish...You wish*Sometimes I jus wish he is here
Sometimes I jus wish he has the time for me
Sometimes I jus wish he wouldnt be very tired
Sometimes I jus wish he wld be eager to mit me
Sometimes I jus wish he wld knoe how much Im missing him
Sometimes I jus wish he wld undrstd dat I need some attentn @ times
Sometimes I jus wish he is missing me like how Im missing him
But............................................All are jus my wishes
It would not happen
It would not change
Need to understand even if its
HARDNeed to be strong even if You know its killing you
Need to stay calm even if you dun intend to
Its HARD at times whn you are missing someone very much...yet u arent able to mit him. But you knoe those feelings can be overcome within a certain period of time.........Let the time continues........
♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥
*Changing....*Had my pants changed yesterday..haha. Lucky can change to otr things. My mom bought me a pair of slippers and another handbag..hehe. Yes! New slippers to go to school. Went to another exhibition..Indonesia thingy. Wasnt much things to see...until i saw some nice tops. Again..my parents bought me another 2 tops. hehe..Ate mee bakso there also...Then we headed off to Hall 6B for "The Books warehouse". I tink the sale is much better than the Popular one..since we need to dig all de books out to find the title. Here, they had arranged it for u..so u jus need to walked ard and able to see the books which u want easily. Bought 3 story books.. 3 for $10. yup.. Had a long time shopping till my dad had to wait so long for us outside..hehe.
Today...jus slacking at home. Raining!...nice time to sleep. No good story to watch..since Suria is showing some repeat telecast. Moody day today... haiz... Tomorrow...staying at home again. Sunday...meeting Yanling and maybe Ka Lok...great..long time nvr see them. Another wk to go before i start my stressful days.....till then..mus rest well...
♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥
*Lazy Lazy*Waiting for my dad to come home wth the breakfast. Im like so hungry...haha (
for a person who keep wanting to diet). Tot of not goin out today..BUT i need to..since i need to change my pair of pants which i cant even fit in. It looked big..bt..i can even wear it to de top (those
who knoe me will no why..haha). My bro can fit in..bt of coz..he cant wear some gerl's pants rite..haha. So..had to go back John Little..to change it. Haiz..why do i have such
big butt??
Shopping again at JL yesterday wth my parents. My mom bought me this so called diet pills (Apple cider vinegar). I used to have de liquid one..bt this is much better since it is in tablet form..so no need to drink de liquid. More t-shirt for my dad...pants for my bro..bt none for my mom. She had nothing to buy for herself...alwys happen.
Great..jus realise dat on my first day of school, my dad is in night shift...my bro is in in-camp training. haiz!!!
First day n i have to go home alone!! im not prepared...with all de wild imaginations running in my mind. maybe i shdnt tink much...de scary thingy..de school in front of my house.No no...no imaginations or...it will make it even worst...Praying hard..
♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥
*Shopping away*Alrighty..im not feeling dat well today. My nose is blocked, my throat is full of flam...and i had a hard time breathing properly. haiz... Wont be meeting Ayang till nxt Saturday. Dats so...torturing. Its hard whn u miss someone and yet u arent able to mit him...since hes busy wth his stuffs.
Sometimes i jus dun wan to understand, but at some point...i jus have to. I wonder how he is able to wait for dat period of time...not meeting me. I jus need something to make me think of othr stuffs. School!! i need school...why must my school open so late?? Haiz..no use..complaining since even anything happens...I mus wait till the next following week. :o(
Went shopping at Spore Expo yesterday (John Little) with my parents...i tink JL is better than Metro sale. More variety. Nway, my mom bought me..some face cream and a bag (
YAY!! got a new bag for school...haha). Shopped for like few hours...my dad's stuffs..my mom..actualli..evryone had their own share..even my bro who was not even there.
I tink...im resting ad homey today...lazy to go out. till then...be staring ad this computer all day long....
♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥
*Job Searching*Job searching today..Called some companies about some Part time job. One of the companies is frm the Life Sciences BUT there is no vacancies on the Admin side. There is only vacancies on Management Training where thy will train u on
management, customer service, human resource and admin...ALL 4. I was like...hah..i dun tink i wan it..ya it sounds good but i dun tink i can juggle all those wk wth the stress in school. But the person keep asking me to go for de interview which i eventualli say...i might go but i dun promise. Since he keep pestering me.
Msg Kak Yati on hiring me back to SNEF if there is any job for me. haha...the good thing of working there...is no stress and u can take ur time. The bad thing..i need to go all de way to Penisular to collect my pay check. Nway, as for now, im really desperate for a job...so im hoping Kak Yati can find some stuffs for me to do.
Now...surfing and updating my resume to be posted to all de agencies...I realli hope i can find a job....
HOPEFULLY....
♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥
*Lazy Bum*Edit my blogskin...the whole day. Finally its finished with all the final touches. Chat with MJ for a while...I tink i always chat wth her at least once...evry morning. haha. Dun feel like goin out actuali today...But Mash called to ask me out. Wanted to
treat me Ice-cream some more. hahah. Yup..be getting ready later at 2pm. Nothing much happening within dis days.
Ayang was so happi when he received a Rugby T-shirt which i bought at Petaling (lucky it fits him perfectly). Glad to mit him yesterday...even for a while since he is very tired. He is like super busy these days. Working for 51/2 days on his full time job and working few hours on Sunday. He IS REALLI collecting money for m..... (
dat is wat he kept saying...). Therefore, I need to bear on the time of meeting him..which is kinda saddenning but...yup..wat to do. Had to understand since it is involving my future too..hehe
Mimi is doing pretty well...very manja like nvr before and meowing all day long. I tink she scared of being left alone for 1 wk again. hheeh..dat alwys happen whn we went for holiday. Another hour to get ready..i better log out now...want to rest for a while...
♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥
*Back to Normal Days*Holidays have finished...normal routine starts over again. Gotten my results for Foundation Cert.. I passed all. Alhamdullilah...I was very scared over my Physiology. My MCB subject..got the highest..didnt expect that high actualli. Overall, Im happy to have clear all my subjects. Degree...here I come. Got to Knoe frm my fellow frens that there are some minahs in my class. I wonder....Planning with the rest to have dinner first before sch starts on 26April. I still cant believe dat Im schoolin at Night..But ya..dats de fact!
My poly mate called me up...on de day I came back frm KL. His gf broke up wth him last mth on their 3rd Anniversary...heading over wth a new guy. One thing was...it had been a long time I have not talk to him but in Poly, we were quite close. Lost contact after Poly (since i tink evryone chge eir number except me..hehe) Called me up to express his feelings...Anyway, hope he is doing ok..since he is in HongKong for 4 days. Be meeting him whn he come back.
Mimi is getting skinnier..She did not eat much nowdays. I dunno y. She is very noisy..Meowing here and there. I hope she will get better within these days. Mimi...I love Mimi...My darling who always sleeps with me and cuddle ard me evry night. Im scared to loose her.......................
♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥