♥ I love You...My dearest Fiance ♥

Wednesday, April 30, 2008 11:02 PM

*Testssss*

My MGMB test was very bad. Haiz.... now, my hopes are to at least pass dat subject n im hapi. Didnt stay for the revision...went homey. Ayang fetched me frm Tamp...den sat downstairs for awhile before we headed home coz i wasnt reali feeling well. Still having the giddiness...haiz... Dad say maybe im too tired...Told me to sleep early today...which i dun tink i wld be doin dat. heheh...

*Under my block*

The Primary school gathering was ok...actualli by looking at it..its like..some pt i am hapy bt at some pt, i dun tink ppl wld even wan to go. hahah..One gerl basically called me up..and ask if this invitation is oni for my classmates..which was like..HELLO..if its meant for classmates..why wld i even tel u. Then, she say abt even if she comes..she wont knw anyone..and bla3x. Then was asking me..y out of a sudden wan to make the primary sch gathering all dat. N i was jus asking je..if she wan to join or nt...which HIGH possibility..she wont join at all. Told the guys..dat if oni left me n aliza oni for the gerls...den i had to cancel it off...since im nt reali close to the guys unless my classmates.

So nt reali looking forward to it ah...hahah...i guess...im jus happi to jus go out and have fun with aliza together...senang..anytime can go out...We'll see.....

♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥

Sunday, April 27, 2008 2:09 PM

*Relax de Mind*

*Us*

Went out in the morning...Cooked the fried spagetthi. Ayang fetched me..and we headed to paris ris beach. Jus had a nice relaxing time...resting near the beach...talking about our past times...during our secondary school days. SO nice... mesmerizing those days..when we jus gotten to know each otr... Still rmbr the days where we began to call each otr AYANG even before we were officially together.. hehe..

While I was resting down, Ayang went off to collect seashells for me. heheh.. Semangat. But dats wat he wld do when he ad de beach, collecting seashells and giving it to me. so..add up wth the past shells collection. Though there werent much to find.

*Addition of the Seashell collectionz*

Went off abt 3pm...freshen up myself. Tot of goin out after dat... hahah..den eventually he wanted to go home after dat. hahah.. I was like.."U ah"....waste my time freshen up..nice nice..hahah..den after dat go home. heheheh. Buat penat je. Nway he need to buy food for his parents and since i was tired too..we den went homey.

HAd a nice n wonderful time wth him...spending time together and relax my mind a lil. heheh...LOVE HIM LOTS!

P.S: Had an email from Taufik Batisah Fan Website...and Was notified that Taufik had his own BLOG and FACEBOOK!! Clik to my link to see HIM!!!! I LIKE!!!! hahaha

♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥

Wednesday, April 23, 2008 2:51 PM

*Out and away*

Nothing much had happen...jus dat im busy concentrating the studies n revision. Haiz...jus abt to start my MGMB revision. haiz...tired. I jus feel like im slacking..dunno y. HPP is halfway done...Lucky left the MGMB test 3 den its 100% conc on revision.

Be goin out wth family today...not reali sure wat to look for. But jus following...since i tink my parents or bro will be treating for dinner! heheh...Thn also need to buy the food preparation for Saturday picnic wth Ayang. Since he requested spagetthi grg like wat SUZ cooked. hahah...

Okies....be off nw, tot of updating de past presentation thingy bt i guess had to postpone it since being so busy wth my stuffs. Okie....

TO MY CLASSMATES!! ALL DE BEST IN UR EXAMS K!!! U GUYS CAN DO IT TOO!! HEHEH...

♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥

Saturday, April 19, 2008 10:48 PM

*Satuuuurrdaaayy*

Met up wth Ayang after his work. Den we decided to go to Eastpoint. Had a major feast! Me had tomyam banmian (which taste like..a sweet soup with noodle..YUCKS!)...den Ayang had chicken rice..and he got himself a FREE wanton soup frm de stall. heheh..den we had carrot cake and oyster omellete! hahah..big big eat ups! hehe..though i din reali finish my soup though coz it taste YUCKY! Went to Tamp area...to Afghanistan...tot the free trial lens are der bt NO..so had to wait some otr day to collect.

Then head to Habibie area and off to Homey. Was searching for The tortoise food also. hehe.. Okies...as alwys had fun time out wth HIM...hehe...after SO long! Oh..n he took leave the whole of nxt week..jus to rest at home after all de tiredness frm wrk. hee..told him to fetch me frm sch one day..which I DUN tink he wld do dat...hahah! Nvm...undrstand understooded. heheh..Let him rest sepuas puasnye kat rumah..

Oh guys! I have set My photo album in a PRIVATE mode now. Sorry for the inconvinience bt had to do it due to unforseen circumstances. hahah! So I have invited u guys...and i notice most have their own multiply site...so..jus add me in to c our pics k. So Sorri...bt have to do it. heheh...Thanks!! Oh n for those of u..whom I had missed out, pls msg me ur email k..so i can add u in my contacts..

Okies..goin off now! heheh...till den...And SUZ...u sure are alreadi having ur smiles back! heheh...

♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥

Wednesday, April 16, 2008 11:32 PM

*Freaking Out*

haiz...MGMB screw up BIG time. The test wasnt even like it was supposed to be and I din even finish the test paper. Marks going bye bye bye. haiz...i reali hp i can do de paper. reali reali. dis is so scary...coz it is like...21%!!! Nvm, its over anyway....jus hp for de best.

Going to revise on my HPP later..listening to MISTERI JAM 12 and scaring myself up coz i scared to go to de toilet after dat. hahah... Goin to start off later... now..jus have to wait for the TEST3. Crap...bt wat to do..have to do also.

OoOOo...Ayang told me dat he wants to mit on Saturday..coz we goin to find him a tortoise! actualli to add up to his otr 2 tortoises. So cant wait for dat...after so long....hehehe. yay! though we are jus gonna hang out at our area...heheh....few hrs of meeting shd be fine...heheh..best...somemore...he missed me so much. heheh...its hard for him to be missing me DAT much...n when he did say so...i knw he REALI mean it. hehehe

Okies..off nw...gona do my revision...toodles....!!

♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥

12:34 AM

*Tiredness is piling*

Okies...tired tired tired. Guess all of us are tired dis days..esp coz exams are nearing. haiz... Plan my schduele...and i hope i am able to do wat had been planned. Plan to finish as much as i can for HPP dis wk..den nxt wk will be for MBMG followed by AB and the last wk is revisions. I reali hp i can do this.

Having a MGMB test dis evening. haiz....did a lil research. Hope dats enough. I have yet to memorise my speech for HPP..hahah..although its oni like..a few lines. hahah..must practice, u knw. hahah..

Missing Ayang...since hadnt met up since...last 10 days. hahah...nways, u guys wld have known it by now dat...exam period is a "NOT-MEETING" period. hahah.. though i may be meeting him dis wkend..or if nt..den have to wait for 26th april for our relaxation picnic. haha. Bt im glad that GOD make me NOT miss him TOO badly...haha..so i can concentrate more on my revision. Also Ayang undrstds me....alwys..kept askin me to go study..and not talk to him long long. Haiz... Which was fine wth me..coz my missing level is not DAT extremely high. heheh.. able to control well. hahaha...

Okies...off nw, need to get back with my HPP revision. so super duper sleepy...bt have to hold on. I wonder how i can study in my poly days... 5 subjects and i could finish all revision for oni a wk! haiz....my brain is not reali as active i guess...hahaha

♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥

Monday, April 14, 2008 12:02 AM

*Silence*

Silence doesnt mean they are happy
Silence doesnt mean they had agree to it
Silence doesnt mean they can be step onto
Silence doesnt mean they can be easily taken advantage

HOWEVER

Once all are spoken,
It could be hurtful

BUT

That was the fact
Too much silence werent a good idea
Too much silence dun help at all
Too much silence made them too vunerable

Sometimes its best to say straight on de face
Sometimes its not...
However, sometimes even though it hurts
It has to face de fact
The fact that they are tired of it...
Tired of all....

Only THEY would know....
For it is them who are carrying the thoughts all ard....

♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥

Saturday, April 12, 2008 11:16 PM

*Behind the scenes and the Bday celebration*

Okies...Me n Suz went to Causeway pt for Hani pressies. haha... Went around..and lucky for us, we managed to find all within the short period of time. Den headed to banquet...ate..and ad de same time..trying to figure out hw to put all in the bag. hehe.. Was happy wth the findings and all..haha..we even managed to replace hani's lost POOH pencil..though its NOT the original one like she used to have. hehe..

Me being VERY "Clever" go and design the plate wth de glitter glue and oni to find out that its NOT goin to be dry for like..HOURS! Suz having an idea to go to de toilet for the drying up process. hahah. Den bought some goodies..and since we were carrying LOTS of stuffs...we decided to take de bus to school.

Haha...we did some dedication for u, Hani in de bus...haha..N i tot Hani reali believe dat we were having a HPP meeting..heheh..

Our plan of blindfolding Hani and all work well..haha..with de help of Emi, Mas and the otrs. Also nt forgetting the preparation and small decoration done by Suz, Midah..and some of the otrs too. Basically all had their own part in de celebration. haha! Hani was shocked..didnt knw all was planned for her. haha.besides the pink theme..haha..

Glad u like the birthday surprise celebration..from all of us in OUR gp. heheh.. Also THANKS to the GANG for all de help..since without u guys, this thing will also nvr happen. hahah...Hope dis celebration wil be remembered...for a LONG time. hahah... (AND for u SUZ...sorie eh..ur bday is on sch HOLIDAY...hahah...)

P.S: Pics are already uploaded in my photo album and videos can be seen in my video album ( I din post the videos in here coz i dun wan otr outsiders or wat to embed our videos...so it oni can be seen in my album)

♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥

Friday, April 11, 2008 12:31 PM

*Happy Happy Birthday!!*

Firstly, wanna wish my dearie... DALILAH HANI a Happy 23th Birthday!!! hehee.....

Hope U will achieve what u have been aiming for ok and doing well in ur studies, working and even love life though u dun have one YET. But dat special person wld come along...or me n suz can matchmaked for u also. haha! Enjoyz ur day and sure cant wait for our pinky school day kan. heheh... sure best..all our gp members wearing PINK!!

Dalilah Hani...a sweet petite gerl
The one who LOVES pink and cats
JUST like me....
The one who basically have the same interest as me
The one whom I recently go to school with these days
The one whom I treat as My close buddie...
The one who is alwys cheery and bubbly
The one who is the "EVIL" sister of Mas..haha
The one who likes my cooking...hehe
The one who wld be a good fren to most...

Basically, a nice and sweet gerl whom I know even though we jus met in the past year. hahah.. Okie..hahah..Happi happi hani!! Like wat I said to u dat day, We can achieve the studies together..WE CAN! hahah...dun give up k. hahaa...and we have yet to explore our same interests. hahah...We have de same interests, the same worries and same plans (u knw the train exit plan!) hahah! Okie...i c ya in school laterz!!!

♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥

Monday, April 07, 2008 11:55 AM

* Wkend special*

Saturday...

Parents n my aunt went kak Ima house to settle out wth the engagement thingy. Then we went to my anothr aunt place...as alwys stayed there very long. Took pics wth my lovely cuzzins. Miss dem lots coz long time nvr mit. hehe..cik hah cooked us mee goreng..which was spicy..YUMYUM and a lot! I help my cuzzie to finish up and we were practically divide it into halves..and try to put one spoonful after anthr in our mouths. hahah...Went homey abt 1am. heheh

* Nothing better to do*

Oh..midah and aidah even did a small pressie to congrats bro n kak ima. hehe...things thy did by themselves..so sweeeettt.

* Them with e Pressie*

Sunday...

Went out wth Ayang..managed to drive after so long! and im like driving slow like dat. Ayang had to keep a look out for me. heheh.. drive at Tamp area since we need to fetch his fren. ehehe..Then it was Ayang turn to drive to Woodlands. hehe... Attend his fren wedding. It was nice..simple and sweet.

*Loving HIM!!*

Ok..den soemthing pissed me off! Ayang fren gf also came...den since we are de oni gerls der, i decided to like..start a convo. Nway, in de first place, she din even salam me until her bf told her that IM also in de grp. Ok fine. Den i ask her "Ni gi sini naik ape?"..she was like "Naik cab la". i was like ok...fine. Then i ask her some ques again... N she was basically like dun wan to acknowledge me like dat. SHe tot i was taking my DIPLOMA in school! I was like..No...im taking DEGREE. Basically she was NOT into talking to me...since she was looking at her hp even whn ans me. Den i see her like dat, end up...i began to just join wth Ayang frens conversation rather then her..although she sit beside me. Evn Ayng frens dun talked to her.

Then whn it was time to go...de bf like...signal to me to call her since we goin off already. I patted her and say.."eh, i tink de guys are all goin off already..jom kitA gi sana". She say "ah ya ya" WITHOUT even looking ad my face! SO DAMN RUDE la! Hello, im NOT talking to a wal u knw. den after dat..i dun even talk to her at all..i went off...salam de bridegroom sister. SHe dun even salam anyone..she jus stand up and went off JUS LIKE DAT.

however, we decided to send ayang's fren to the Mrt...WITH her also! Haiz...de bf tot i wld sit beside her on de car...bt after i settled the back seats for de otr 2 guys...i den sat at the front seat w/o even looking at her. Den nvr even say Thank you and nvr even salam also. Ayang frens were de ones thanking me n ayang. Crap sey. I tink She tot im like a small gerl or wat! hello..im even older den her...though she look more mature la. crappie....

Nway, forget abt her... After de wedding, we went to Ang mo kio..walked a while..before heading to his area for our dinner. ooOoo..had mee bandung..Yummie! heheh..had fun wth Ayang after so long of not meeting up. Guess nt meeting him again...since wan to conc on my studies..and he wil be so happi coz he ccan rest at home. heeheh... nvm, I undrstd. he is so so tired since he worked like EVRY single day... so guess have to give space for him to rest and relax ad homey. heheh...

♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥

Saturday, April 05, 2008 12:56 PM

*Release STRESS!*

OKie..for my regular bloggers...hahah..i have taken down some of cute funny pics of cats! SInce i LOVE CATS so much! here are some pics which u guys can see to release the tension too! heheh.. Take care guys out der!!

♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥

1:46 AM

*Friday labzzz*

OKie...Today Suz din came to school since she was super sick with HIGH fever. Lab was a crap actualli. The lecturer was mainly like talking to himself. Tried to understand him bt oni a bit was known. haiz... SUZ! I need u! hahah...Fizah did help me out in explaining the stuffs...so there is a lil of things which i get to know. Haiz.. We need to mit up to do the practical thingy together. haiz!

Went homey abt 9pm...Hani suggested if we could go to LJS at commonwealth area. Fiza din joined us since her EHEM EHEM fetched her back. heheh. So me, hani, jezz, TY and william walked our way there...chit chat..wasnt dat far actuali. Evryone ordered the food..The chicken pieces is pathetic ah..getting smaller day by day. haiz...thy shd change the S to SMall and not Silver! nwayz, hani and jezz potato salad thingy is SUPER not nice. hehe....eat, chit chat and of coz took pics! hehe..Was super full by den...Went homey abt 1015pm...

*Us at LJS*

*The SMALL portion*

*Cake for the Soon Bday Gerl to Be !*

*Poking and taking pieces of de cake*

*Finish with food*

Had a nice time...hangin out. haha..although it was jus a while. heheh...Doin my research for the AB test. haiz...sleepy though...

*Satisfied Customer??!!*

(We actually went in again just to take this pic..Jezz n de BELL!! haha!)

♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥

Wednesday, April 02, 2008 11:43 PM

*Extraz Extraz*

Okie..after a request from SOMEONE yg tak tahu malu..asking for me to write dedication for her..Here it goes..hahaha!!

Dedication for my dearest pal, SUZ

I have a friend..
Her name is Suz
She is a girl with long hair...
Actualli waiting for her hair to grow even longer...
She like to smile and eat and crap...
She is MY FREN...
We are in de same B***** group..hahaha!

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I have a fren,
My fren is YOU...

Hahah..Okie...hope u like de dedication. Crack my brain so hard..jus to think of all these words..hahah

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Okies...today lab was alright...Nothing much to say though. Coz lazy to explain also. hahah...Went to Queens and Suz wanted to eat ice cream..ended up bought ice cream there...and also found out that Jezz left her wallet at the lab area. Was kanchong for a while. Jezz went back to sch..while we ate our ice cream n waited for her. Lucky, she managed to find it..Phew! Then...it was her turn to eat the ice cream. hahah..Lucky Suz wanted to eat ice cream..or else she wouldnt knw that her wallet had lost..since her ez link is not in her wallet.

*eating ice creams*

Besides that, sch is pretty much de same. Trying to finish my HPP notes by dis wk coz left few more topics to go...n starting my revision nxt wk. Since tomorrw nt meeting up for HPP thingy..i tink i do most of the notes by den. Wkends are packed! haiz...

Oh..missing HIM...since hadnt been meeting him since last thurs. n nw his wk is so much dat i cant even call him during his wk time and by the time i get back homey from sch, he be asleep. haiz...bt cant wait for SUNDAY! since can drive my dad's car! hehehe...

Okies...off nw..gona hear MISTERI JAM 12 soon....ooOOoOooo

♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥

Tuesday, April 01, 2008 11:50 PM

* Dearest Buddie*

This is specially dedicated to my dearest buddie, ALIZA FARHANA

We knew each otr since we were 11 yrs old,
Those were the childhood times...
The times where we had our own games and hand shakes
The times where we walked at the nearby park couple of times
evry single day with our ice drink...
The times where she alwys come over to my place for emergency purposes
The times where we argue abt a torn book...
The times where we do evryting together..
The times where we both held hands together and
was called a lesbian..haha...
The times where we basically are happy to be ard each otr

Times pass by very fast...
We went to different secondary schools...
Different colleges...
But this nvr prevent them from calling and meeting up often
Though there were times we hadnt called for mths
But we knew that we are there for each otr...
She is special...special as to undrstd me as a bestfren

Someone who is undrstanding and polite
Someone who is loyal and easily to be frens with
Used to be so quiet those yrs...bt..
becoming more outgoing now..
Told her that Im lucky to have her as a fren
Although we were kentals those days,
I nvr regret being like dat...for we ended up being who we are nw

Time pass by....
And we both are turning 25...
The time when i heard abt her engagemt...
was the happiest thing happen to me...
Though i wasnt there for long...
I was so amazed and proud of who she had grown to be
Pretty and sweet...i can say...

Now the mmt of wedding is nearing..
Few mths to go...and she is off with her hubby
A nice and friendly hubby she got der...hehe..
I cant wait for the day...
The day where my bestie is goin to get married...
though many ppl say, u wont be free to go out wth ur frens
when u are already married...
But I hope it will nvr end.....

We even made a plan for she would wait...
Wait for MY marriage...
As to be able to go overseas together with our hubbies...
Since our hubbies-to-be knw each otr...
and stay at de same area..
I cant wait for dat to happen...

It is so fast....
So fast that we had seen each otr grow
From being a kental gerl to a LOVELY PRETTIE LADY
Im happy and glad to have her as my bestie...
And may she remain lovely and be happy beside
The person she LOVED....AZ....

Aliza, As wat i had promise you....
Here is a post specially dedicated to you...
ON YOUR BDAY (1st APRIL)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR!!!
MAY YOU BE HAPPY2 ALWAYS..
& ACHIEVE WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN AIMING FOR!!
MAY YOU ALSO BE HAPPY WITH ZAHID ya!!

♥ ♥ You are My truely Love ♥ ♥