I know i should be doin my thesis now...just having a lil break b4 starting it back again. Haiz...been sleeping EXTREMELY late dis days...but like wat thy alwys say...If u wanna achieve smthing, u need to reali work for it. And dat is wat im doing...right now..and i guess dats wat my buddies are doin too.
Im left with 16 more days to finish up my Thesis...and I am jus TOOOOO stress out rite now. Im still half way done..my brains are nt fully functioning...Each sentence took me couple of HOURS to decide wat to write! And im stilll way behind. N nw...realise dat I have like...2000 words LEFT and still have MANY things to write about! 5000 words is JUST nt enough. haiz....
Guess...I have alwys been ranting abt hw i am stressed abt my thesis dis n dat. But i just couldnt help it...dis is jus a way for me to express all out. Im practically HAVING an emotional breakdown right now~ TOTALLY. Maybe due to tooo much stress. :'( Few more days to go....yet i have many things to be done. How pathetic i can be?.... P.S: thnks to those who alwys give me support as to ensure i can do it...I hope i can..I HAVE TO! haiz..... Rite now....i jus wish...Ayg is here. SERIOUSLY... Im practically Draining....and Emotional imbalance! :'( (Waiting for his call.....)
♥ ♥ To be in LOVE with You is the MOST precious thing of ALL ♥ ♥
11:16 AM
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
* No Matter What.. *
- You may Not be de one who alwys express YOUR love each day - You may not have plenty time to spend with me alwys - You may be alwys busy with your work each week - You may not fill me with luxurious gifts or pressies - You may be de one who made me cry de most - You may be de one who alwys make me mad at times
BUT
As ONE would say...NO BODY is prefect
And In MY eyes....YOU are Someone whom I really adore and LOVE all my life NO ONE wld have a smooooth journey in the years of his/her relationship BUT by the rocky roads dat we encountered those years... Eventually Made US more stronger and Believing More in OUR love NO ONE knows how we were in those years.... Trying to ensure OUR bond is NVR broken... BUT LOVE btw US conquers it all...tgther with parents and GOD's blessings...insyaALLAH
You maybe jus a NORMAL guy in evryone's eyes But to me... YOU ARE THE ONE who filled me up with lots of laughters, joy, sadness and even anger! You make me feel Im NEEDED by YOU... You make me feel SPECIAL each day of my life...
Your Presence alwys make me feel soooo IN LOVE with YOU.... Your Voice each day...alwys enlighten me...tgther with ur crappiness n nonsensical jokes
YOU ARE INDEED MY SPECIAL ONE... AND AS I have alwys said earlier.... I'M LUCKY to HAVE YOU as MY LOVER AND NOW being YOUR fiance...MAKES MY LOVE GROWS EVEN DEEPER...
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, SUHANDI..... :)
♥ ♥ To be in LOVE with You is the MOST precious thing of ALL ♥ ♥
3:42 AM
Monday, July 06, 2009
* Advanced Ayang Bday *
Love...
Went out with Ayg at noon....fetched me...and headed to his place to return de tunz stuffs. Den headed off to CHAI CHEE seafood restaurant for lunch! Treat Ayg eat!!! Ordered many many foods....Chicken rice, Butter prawn, chap chye and Sotong OAT (my fav). hahaha.... forgotten dat Ayg dun eat such combination...hahaha...so he dun reali like de Oat thingy. heheh..Sori dear...hahah lupa lah. Nwys...did had a VERY VERY full meal!
Den we went off to TOA PAYOH...walked ard. Ayg bought new shoes...nice. After dat, headed to Bugis...since he wanted to buy a t-shirt. So yap yap..lucky found it..though de otr one is out of stock. Again, we walked walked ard....den since my parents wanted me to buy dinner, headed off to GEYLANG next. There, Ayg bought me a new top! wheee~!! haahhaah.....cam my bday la pulak. hahah...lain orang nye bday, lain org yg belanja. hehehe...
Den its time to HEAD HOMEY!!! wheee~!! realli had a wonderful time with HIM today...Oh!! He was de one introducing de "AYANG AYANGKU" Song...hahah.. told me dat ....dis song is for Me..and was kinda shcked dat thy actualli HAVE a song like dat! N of coz, He likes it since got his FAV singer der...AHMAD DHANI...hahahah.... Okie... dun mind me..getting too excited abt dat. heheh.. Just dat..its like...funny...and cool...dat de nick we alwys called each otr actualli have ITS own song,. hahahahah... :P
Sudah saatnya untuk aku nyatakan Apa yang kini ada dihatiku Benih-benih cinta yang kini jadi cinta Tak mungkin lagi disembunyikan saja
Terserah nanti apa jawabmu Yang penting aku sudah katakan Tapi terlalu bila kamu tak menerima Bila diingat lama penantianku
Ayang-ayangku Ayang-ayangku Kau buatku melayang Kau buatku di mabuk kepayang
Sudah saatnya untuk aku nyatakan Apa yang kini ada di hatiku Benih-benih cinta yang kini jadi cinta Tak mungkin lagi disembunyikan saja
Terserah nanti apa jawabmu Yang penting aku sudah nyatakan Tapi terlalu bila kamu tak menerima Bila diingat lama penantianku
Ayang-ayangku Ayang-ayangku Kau buatku melayang Kau buatku di mabuk kepayang
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P.S: Dat SPECIAL occasion which happen past few wks ...DID reali make ME love u even MORE. De Special LOVE bond between US Grow even Deeper...and Im glad dis FEELING is creeping into me...each day of my life.." MY LOVE FOR U....REALLY GROWS SOOO MUCH!!" :)
♥ ♥ To be in LOVE with You is the MOST precious thing of ALL ♥ ♥
12:17 AM
Thursday, July 02, 2009
* Rush rush *
Thesis progress is VEERRY little...hahah..My draft practically Sucks to de max lah...dat i have to change almost evrything. haiz....so scared dat i am unable to finish it. Realli cut down on de games in FB and Have nt been reali chatting...except with SUZZIE. hahaha..
Oh...Am sooo happie...coz get to celebrate Ayg's bday earlier!! Since he maybe on reservist on de 11th...we decided to mit up dis coming sunday...plus having dad's car is a BONUS. hehehe.. Oh, also dropping by at his place to take de tunz stuffs. Wheee!! N guess wat?? I have not even buy him anything..N-O-N-E! hahaha... Told me nt to buy him anything plus I dun even know wat to buy for him already lah.heheh...So..im just gonna treat Him to CHAI CHEE RESTAURANT for lil makan2x. yay!! heheh..coz told him, I dun wan to eat at BREEKS or SWENSENS or PIZZA HUT! (mcm kita nya bday lak...) hahah! yay!! cant wait....
Tday...VERY VERY de tired...plus raining makes me even more sleepy den eva! slept de whole day...and waste de precious time AGAIN! haiz...heheh..nwys, mom asked me to cook macaroni grg today. So..yap yap..cooked dat jus nw. Now....wait for parents to come homey..and having dinner togther..YUMMIE!!
Okies..off now.....
♥ ♥ To be in LOVE with You is the MOST precious thing of ALL ♥ ♥
6:33 PM
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
* An Outing Day *
Been away from chatting with ppl dis days....until ystrday night...when DEAR SUZZIE came up to me...and DEMAND me to go ONLINE. hahahahah...Nways, yap yap..kinda miss de chatting though after all de days been quiet and all....doing the thesis which DOES NOT even progress much. Im practically scared now...coz it seems like it takes ONE day to jus finish one small subtopic. yap....dat bad, i know. haiz....Wont be goin out much den..conc on THESIS now. hu hu~
Yestrday..practically talk abt de H1N1 cases...and job searching. hahaha...like i told Suzzie...de SCIENTIST shd employ us...den we can do de plate streaking and PCR. ahahah...tu je la yg termampu...hahah...
Out of a sudden, I feel like wearing back my NEW tudung style...like BIENDA..and to see her pics again ystrday...llike oooo..SHE IS SOOOO PRETTY la...even when she is TEMBAM! hahaha... nwys, try my luck today...hope i dun look funny. :P
Bienda with her tudung.. :)
Yay...finally...de SUSHI outing is TODAY. hehehe....im like currently NOT eating. waiting for de few hrs to go..hahahah..BUFFET!!! Here I COME!! wheeee~~ Yummieeeeeee
♥ ♥ To be in LOVE with You is the MOST precious thing of ALL ♥ ♥
11:12 AM
Monday, June 29, 2009
* Busy Saturday *
Was awake by Ayg in de morning to have breakfast with him..since he jus came back from his nite shift. So got ready and all...and headed to Downtown East...for McD. yum yum.... N by the time, we wanted to head home..it was raining SUPER heavily...dat we had to stay there a lil bit longer.
Though it was jus awhile...very glad to be able to mit him up. Muakz!!!
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In the evening, headed to CHANGI beach for Nad (TPSS) surprise bday party which was organised by her boify, Jo.. (sweet kan...boify buat bday surprise). hehehe... Nways, we had so called been told a wk ago...for dis day. And finally de day had come..and it was a sweet one...Nad got her surprise thingy. hehehe..though there was some glitches earlier with de banner and all dat. hehehe...evryting came out to be fine....
Overall.....a nice one..attended by her close frens. and Im happi to be meeting my best pals in TPSS again! HAPPI HAPPI BDAY, NAD....Da tua pun kau eh. hahahaha..Muaks!! Miss ya alot u knoe!!! hehehe
Mashizati...
helping out to do de banner...
Mashizati with de "cooooll" specz....hehehe..
The LOVELY bday gerl, NADIA...
Nad n Boify, Jo... sweetzzz!!
those who came...
The ex-TPSS peepzz...luve u guys!!
Headed homey by 9 plus since MOM was alone and I had to come back early. Tot AYG could fetch me but since he was SUPER DUPER tired...so...ended up NOPPIES. hahah..nwys, since i had a direct bus straight to my bus stop...so ya. GOOD. Ayg called me once a while jus to make sure Im so called SAFE...hahaha....and by de time reach homey...inform him...and den he went straight to bed. (nice...for he stayed awake jus to make sure im back home).
Nwys....de rest of de wkend...was SUPER tired...basically slept de whole day~!! Gues...i have to reduce my outing now...THESIS need to be concentrate!!
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Talking abt less outing hah...and tmrw..im headin SEMBAWANG for SUSHI OUTING wth de MDIS clanz. heheh...wheeeee~~~ and after dat, heading to Nad's (MDIS) place for swim...
GUess....wont be swimming coz my legs are cramping up...pain...so nvm, guess tmrw...will be taking many pics of u guys..swiming2 ard...actuali..its more to FLOATING ard. hahahah...Ok best!!
Oh, great....AYG's bday is coming and I have NOT buy him anything. Though He told me NOT to buy him anyting....so guess...will be having EAT OUT for his bday. hahah...since FOR SURE, i cant afford to buy his so called BDAY WISHES! dodol.... want new BIKE n HP n bla3x...hahaha..jus to make sure I dun buy him any stuffs. Hope can get my Dad's car to celebrate his bday..and also to return and take back our tunz thingyz.
Okies....I know its a LOOOONG entry...hahah..maklumlah...da lama tak tulis.. hahahah..toodles~
♥ ♥ To be in LOVE with You is the MOST precious thing of ALL ♥ ♥
11:58 AM
Thursday, June 25, 2009
* Emotions Arise *
Guess...She got too emotional. He asked her "wats wrong?" and yet she says NOTHING. BUT ended up stating in de sms...which eventually made him Upset and Stress abt. She couldnt resist THAT silence...though it was jus for awhile...SHE apologized..for SHE knew SHE shdnt be That Emotional as SHE had to also think about HIS feeling and HE hadnt mean anything to hurt HER.
And to be called By HIM as soon as HE reached his workplace and told HER that HE dun wan to have an argument or fight with HER coz HE loves HER....makes HER feel so touched.
" Im Sooo SORRY for getting all Emotional due to NOTHING...AND im glad to HAVE SOmeone LIke you who understands me SOOO well..and trying to make me feel better each mmt.. "
Was basically sleeping de whole day due to de cold weather...ooo..SOO nice! SO now...im up to do my thesis...and will be sleeping late tonite. Haiz...so many things to be done!!
Tmrw supposedly goin to de ZOO but since MAS couldnt get de free tix...hehe. So tmrw...wil jus be heading to TAMP for a lil shopping with PINKIE fren. N since I also couldnt go home late...be going off in de NOON.
Okies...gtg..and continue with de CROHN'S DISEASE!!! hu hu~!!
♥ ♥ To be in LOVE with You is the MOST precious thing of ALL ♥ ♥
12:00 AM
♥ ♥ ♥ The Lover ♥ ♥ ♥
xx Known as SpecsGerL xx
xx Deeply in LOVE xx and xx Happily Engaged with DEAREST ANDIEE xx
xx Having' a wonderful family & frenzz xx
